Life and Times of Teh Asuka

jan: 8 792
feb: 8 338
mar: 9 536
apr: 7 472
may: 8 487
jun: 7 902
jul: 9 415
aug: 15 401 >:O
sep: 4 809
oct: 5 601
nov: 7 224
dec: 8 799
TOTAL: 101 776
AVERAGE: 8 481.33

yeah so i'm not adhd enough to get any help for it. that really broke my ... everything, tbh. motivation and whatnot. my concentration has been so fucking bad recently and i'm just really bitter that apparently since i didn't lose five jobs over it, it means i can deal and never mind what it does to my private life.


2010: 136 235, average: 11 353/month. ... :X :X :X
2011: 167 675, average: 13 973/month. :X
2012: 332 396, average: 27 700/month. eeeeeeee.
2013: 396 917, average: 33 076/month !!!!!!!!
2014: 315 332, average: 26 276/month ... :X
2015: 206 403, average: 17 200/month.
2016: 127 495, average: 10 625/month. >:(
2017: 80 828, average: 6 736/month. .__.
2018: 128 033, avergage: 10 669/month. FUCK YOU 2017.
2019: 159 609, average: 13 300/month. huh!
2020: 105 791, average: 8 816/month. ... hhghhrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh flops.
2021: 101 776, average: 8 481.33/month. =__=


FICS I POSTED THIS YEAR:
-Naruto ABO: Madara/Tobirama/Izuna Cherry Wine sequel: Days on a wire chapters 2 to 5!
-Naruto: The Thirteenth Hour, Tobirama breaks the timeline to get his brothers back, chapters 1+2
-Bleach: Howling Outside Your Door chapter 4! Ichigo/Grimmjow+his fraccion ABO!
-Bleach: superhero love triangle chapters 2+3! grimmichi superheroes AU
-Naruto: Idiots Of Unusual Size, gen Founders era daemon Au ficlet! utterly ridiculous.
-Bleach: A Beast Is in the Heart chapter 6, grimmichi psychic wolves military/civilian AU!

and... that's it. i did write a shit ton of suburban AU grimmjow/ichigo/orihime/nelliel though.

TOTAL: 7 224
eh. not unexpected. :X

POSTED:
zilch.

IN PROGRESS
-bloodsport chapter 4 (1 266 words) (i keep starting and stopping and starting and stopping aaaa)
-suburban ot4 (3 095 words) (this is a lot of snippets here and there as i try to bridge gaps. it's weirdly nice to be able to do that because i haven't posted any of it yet. at the same time if it wasn't something i'm writing just for me and not expecting other people to love the lack of feedback would be so discouraging XD)
-cherry wine chapter... 5? i think. and a little bit of six. (2 863 words)

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TOTAL: 4809 and this time i didn't forget any of them. maaan wow.

I plotted quite a bit, some of it on fic i'm never gonna write of course but some i'm gonna use nicely, so hey, no shame, self.

POSTED: nothin!

WIP
-madatobi oh damn a baby :( ABO fic (111 words)
-madatobi tobirama fucks with the timeline for brothers and profit (59 words)
-madatobiizu ABO fraternal poly Cherry Wine chapter. uh. either 5 or 6 depends on where i cut it (3029 words)
-bleach grimmichihimenel suburban ot4 (1610 words)

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TOTAL: 9 415
not bad! i thought it'd be even more because i unblocked a lot of fics but it was mostly difficult to write instead of long, which is also a good thing.

POSTED
-Howling Outside Your Door (2 346 words) (Ichigo/Grimmjow/his fraccion ABO)

IN PROGRESS
-Bleach: suburban ot4 (1 252 words)
-Naruto: unposted abo madatobi baby fic (571 words)
-Naruto: The Thirteenth Hour, chapter 2 (1 694 words) (tobirama fucks with Time to get his brothers back, eventual madatobi)
-Naruto: Days on a wire chapter 5 (2204 words) (madatobiizu ABO)
-Bleach: bloodsport chapter 4 (1 348 words) (GASP IT LIVES)
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Also posted :
The Thirteenth Hour chapter 1.
Days on a wire chapter 3


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TOTAL: 8 487 words.
Not bad!

POSTED
Nothing!

IN PROGRESS:
-bleach: grimmichinelhime suburban OT4 (4 681 words)
-naruto: new baby abo madatobi fic (1 682 words)
-naruto: Days on a Wire chapter 5 (madara/tobirama/izuna fraternal polyamory ABO) (1 812 words)
-naruto: weirdass gem/dbz style fusion AU (303 words)

also posted, but written earlier: Days on a Wire chapter 3 (madara/tobirama/izuna ABO)

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TOTAL : 9 536 words. Hmm, okay.

POSTED
nothing!

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Bleach psychic wolves chapter, uh, seven? (79 words. yup. not even a hundred. XD;;; )
-Naruto - tobirama breaks the laws of nature to get his brothers back like nbd (336 words)
-Bleach - grimmichi superhero love triangle chapter 3 (5 809 words! on two different scenes and neither one is complete BUT. ... is it me or do they keep getting bigger. D: )
-Naruto - the madatobiizu communal brotherfucking ABO (3 312 words)

Still not breaking 10k but, still not bad. somewhat better than last month. but why can i never ever write on tuesday afternoons, which are my free afternoon a week and i'm even working from home on that day so i can basically just get out of work, go to the living room to eat and be right back to my laptop? i never produce ANYTHING those days. i don't get it. ;__; it's not like i do anything else but laze around and tell myself i'll write, really, just one more minute? ugh.

ok, no self recrimination. i wrote things this month that i like. shoosh, self. there's no lower limit to guilt myself about.

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TOTAL: 8 792 words.
Hm. Okay.

POSTED: nothing!

WIP:
-Bleach: Ichigo/Grimmjow/his fraccion ABO (347 words but i did unfuck some things. this chapter is being very difficult. just die already, mayuri.)
-Naruto: Tobirama breaks time to save his baby bros (12 words sobs. it was supposed to be a oneshot. why can't i finish it.)
-Bleach: IchiHimeNelGrim suburban OT4 (345 words. oh god so stuck. this is an easy sweet flirty AU. why.)
-Bleach: grimmichi psychic wolves (155 words, end of ichigo scene, now i just need grimmjow scene and the chapter will be complete... so, halfway there.)
-Bleach, grimmichi superheroes AU chapter 2 (2 693 words, ALMOSt complete. :O)
-Naruto: madatobiizu group marriage ABO chapter 4 (4 218 words hohohohoho)
-Naruto: madatobiizu group marriage ABO discarded POV that didn't stall me as i mourned it too hard to write its replacement for once!! (1 002 words. sad re: discard but okay.)

Lupercalia is on february 15th so I should finish the bleach psychic wolves chapter. also i'm missing maybe two lines of wrap-up for the superheroes AU chapter 2... hmmmmmm. otherwise it's mainly madatobiizu ABO at the moment. i don't know when i'll post chapter 2 because while it's super interesting atm this is the kind of fic that i feel is gonna stall on me for seven months at some point and it's a high-effort one so i'd feel bad about that. >_>;;;

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