bored. lonely. review-whorish too.

[askerian]

It seems that I'm heading for a little bout of angsting and self pity. Don't take me seriously. I just feel like venting.




I'm alone at home. It was fine when Kin was here, but now she's not even going to be in town anymore; she's going up north to see her grandma and I'm alone in town since dad, mom and my two brothers are on the beach at the other end of France right now.

I wonder if it would be worth it to take the train and see them. There's only a week left before they come back.

I don't feel like dealing with Dad, but maybe being in the sun will mellow him out. I don't feel like being lonely up there, but I'm already lonely here. At least there, I would have the sea.

But I wouldn't have my computer.

But it would only be one week. And almost no one's online anyway. T_T

And I can't cook. I'm barely able to turn on the dishwasher. I'll have to take the bus to go groceries shopping because I can't drive. I'm too lazy to clean and try cooking and stuff. It would be good to be with the family right now,if only for that.

Except I'm too fucking lazy to go buy that goddamned ticket and pack. I guess I'll suffer in silence like the totally dependant lazy ass that I am.





So many people have whined at me for AGES about the garou chapter. You'd think that now it's out, I would receive more than a handful of comments, most from friends (I love you guys) and the rest all variations on "WOW!! you updated!!" Yes, I know I updated. You don't need to tell me. You wanted that chapter. The least you could do is tell me a bit more than how stunned you feel that I'm still alive. :P
I guess I was spoiled with great reviews in the past, and now ... well. I know everyone's probably still on vacation, but I can't help but feel disappointed.
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Comments

[flyby.livejournal.com]

::hasn't read it yet but is bouncing in anticipation::

[askerian]

*loves you*

[meanne77.livejournal.com]

Monte sur Paris, je te loge. On s'ennuyera à deux ^^;
Je "cuisine", tu fais la vaisselle XD

[askerian]

XD c'est que ça a l'air tentant en plus. Mais je suis vraiment impossible à vivre, et si j'ai pas mon ordi c'est pire. Je suis pas sure que ce soit une bonne idée de nous enfermer dans le même appart. (ca et je suis sure que c'est un piège pour me forcer à dessiner pour toi)

[meanne77.livejournal.com]

lol ! Bah, j'ai 2 ordi, l'un relié au net (et qui a tendance à bugguer mais bon -_-) et le laptop (qui marche très bien mais qui chauffe vite les cuisses, surtout par cette chaleur >.<). Et une connexion illimitée (pas haut débit, mais au moins, elle est illimitée, lol). Et un chat qui va se faire castrer dans 3 jours et qui se doute de rien XD XD XD
Tout ça pour dire qu'il y a de squatter des ordi sans se marcher dessus, lol.

Ceci dit, j'ai tendance à être difficile à vivre aussi XD

>je suis sure que c'est un piège pour me forcer à dessiner pour toi

Même pas. Enfin à peine XD Je dirai pas que j'y ai pas pensé mais c'était pas la motivation première, lol. J'arrive quand même à me retenir. Un peu. ;p

Fais nous un dessin de duo et heero clone, ou écris au moins un peu la suite de cette histoire *pokes pokes* Ou colore mon rat, lol

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

*snuggles Askerian* You are currently my favorite person.. I didnt even know you updated garou for a uber long time...

Review: As if the Gundam pilots, being hte most notorious and deadly terrorists on earth and in space didnt have enough problems with Oz, fightign a war, puberty and turning into dangerous animals every full moon (save for duo, poor guy feels so left out) now they have to deal with the GIANT issues pleguing their new lifesiyle of being shifters. IE Pack dynamics, interspecies dealigns and fo curse Human stupididty and hatred.

Im glad to see Trowa on the mend, not to mention trying to deal with the Kiss and Quatre. I have sympathy for Hildi but seriously if you know something tell the totaly unexpirenced about it, you may be used to the idea of being hunted down by normal people but they dont. They are used to beign hunted by soldiers and I can see that becoming an issue fast. if hunters catch wind of shifters who are ARMED and fight back like humans, they they will come with bigger weapons and more people. We all know she cares about Duo and his friends but the less she says the more she potentialy endangers them.

Also glad Fei-kind got his justice fix, though at the cost of Heero gettign beat to hell. I also can see why Quatre freaked out and started randomly shifting between one form and another. Stress boys effects your bodies, especaly now.

YEay for more tension between Heero and Duo! Poo for nothing big happenign between them yet but they are joking with one another now, and seem to be more comfertable with one another. Soon hopefuly but again...the dangers of contaminating th eonly fully human pilot is a big one... like pregnancy only different.

I personaly cannot wait for the next chapter of this fiction. I absolutly love it... infact when im not working tomorrow im probably going to sit down and read the whole thing again. As is a bad habit of mine...

thank you for the uber excelent work and i also cant wait for more of that clone story you were writing... Poor Duo, Heero may look your age and probably killed more people then you knew... but hes clueless about being what you are...human.

have a good night
SY

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

sorry for the big spelling and typo crap... im tiard...>

[askerian]

ish okay. *petcuddles* ^__^

[askerian]

I so fucking love you. T_T this is exactly the kind of review I crave. *molests you lovingly* Thank you so much for bothering to post what you like in my story ;__;

Trowa is starting to accept everything. ^^ He's still shying away from what Quatre wants, but not from Quatre himself anymore. And I'm glad you understand Hilde just made a mistake; the few people who talked about it are either laughing and saying "take that bitch!" (which annoys me because bashing = eurgh and i happen to like her) or they say i'm sooo mean to her. Well, yeah, a little, but if they all let that go, it would be OC as hell. ^^;

As for the heero/duo interaction I'm afraid it's going to stay on the back burner for a while. there is attraction between them, but they both know they can't do anything about it. That and the next chapters are all about the 4x3 ;P

I'm translating the rest of this chapter as fast as I can, promise ^__^

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

I can be paticent for Heero and Duo lovins... would ruin the story if it happened too fast... sides im on a Trowa kick for some odd reason, and reading mroe about the Reluctant werewolf and the Shy Kitty is always fun

yeay for fan molesting!*passes out*

[padfut-n-prongs.livejournal.com]

i just want you to know that even if i am one of the people that gives the sucky review, i only doit cause i love you and your writing prowess(sp) has momentarily killed my ability to ype full sentances X3;;

[askerian]

hehehehe ^^ i love you too. *huggletight*

[padfut-n-prongs.livejournal.com]

yay! *glomps* X3

[kodalai.livejournal.com]

Yes, I often encounter that problem. ^^; A lot of people pester me for SW, but then.. they don't seem interested when it actually gets written. @_@; It's a little disenheartening.

[askerian]

*nodnodnod*

*loves you hard*

[iniq.livejournal.com]

*snugglesqueeze*
poor lovely...
you can always come and visit me. XD I'm just six hours away from you... *snarf* good thing Europe is so damn small.
I'd even try to cook for you. >_> am not promising any good results, though. we could go for pizza. XD

[askerian]

that would be cool. except, uhm, i have no money for the train. ;_; the parents would pay for me to go to see them, but not for me to go elsewhere. T_T

now if you could come... *^^*

[iniq.livejournal.com]

awww! T_T
I still have classes this week, and next week I'm going to Switzerland to corrupt this cute little country (oh, yes, we're so much bigger =p) with my evil ways.

... you know... mom's been putting pressure on me. She wants me to do Interrail (while I'm still young and crunchy)... and I've never been to France, even though it's so close! Now, if only my French were better, then I could come and terrorize Paris, and then go down to see you in Lyon, and swipe France off her feet with my french skills. B**se Moi, s'il te plait. Yes, I know it doesn't mean kiss me! XDXDXD
anyway...
so... I shall read this Provence Diary I bought (omg, a french book! watch me buy a new dictionary!) ... and study a bit. *nodnod*

... can you tell I'm sitting at the uni and I'm bored? I'm waiting for Amanda's class to end. >_> that's why. we're going to the zoo, you have to know. ^^ whee! zoo!

-_-;
so... unfortunately I can't come this summer... but should you be lonely again next summer, I might visit you. ^^

[kracken.livejournal.com]

I thought I would wait so my only review wasn't, 'Squee! Heero promises to catch Duo next time!' *ahem* The admitting that he was interested in the girls, too, was a developement. Heero's harem. ^_^ Poor Duo, will he finally get to be the alpha male's alpha male in the end? Great chapter. I thought the conversations between the guys was very well done. ^_^

[askerian]

*HUG* thank you for replying ^^

well, the way I see it... everyone more or less bi? why not. Everyone gay? uhhh. riiight.

So Quatre is queer like a three dollard bill, Wufei straighter than a ruler, Duo entirely bisexual, Trowa is undecided and Heero doesn't care so long as there's a hole somewhere XD

Duo will. Eventually. XD

*cuddlecuddle* ^____^ i'm glad you liked the dialogues.

[kineko.livejournal.com]

Calin calin... Ca iras pour les courses? T'es sure? Je peux encore venir cet aprèm pour t'aider à les faire

[askerian]

je voudrais bien mais j'ai pas encore dormi T_T

[toxikos.livejournal.com]

I luv you for updating Garou! *grins* The banter between Heero and Duo was extremely amusing!

and please don't suffer in silence ;o;

T.T

[taisan.livejournal.com]

aww poor Asuka! I shall send you my cooking!... o.o; If I knew exactly where you lived.... :petpet: Did you like you picture? ^-^ I sowwie...I don't do much online reading.... I luuuuurve to look at all your pictures though..... ^.^;