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bored. lonely. review-whorish too.
It seems that I'm heading for a little bout of angsting and self pity. Don't take me seriously. I just feel like venting.
I'm alone at home. It was fine when Kin was here, but now she's not even going to be in town anymore; she's going up north to see her grandma and I'm alone in town since dad, mom and my two brothers are on the beach at the other end of France right now.
I wonder if it would be worth it to take the train and see them. There's only a week left before they come back.
I don't feel like dealing with Dad, but maybe being in the sun will mellow him out. I don't feel like being lonely up there, but I'm already lonely here. At least there, I would have the sea.
But I wouldn't have my computer.
But it would only be one week. And almost no one's online anyway. T_T
And I can't cook. I'm barely able to turn on the dishwasher. I'll have to take the bus to go groceries shopping because I can't drive. I'm too lazy to clean and try cooking and stuff. It would be good to be with the family right now,if only for that.
Except I'm too fucking lazy to go buy that goddamned ticket and pack. I guess I'll suffer in silence like the totally dependant lazy ass that I am.
So many people have whined at me for AGES about the garou chapter. You'd think that now it's out, I would receive more than a handful of comments, most from friends (I love you guys) and the rest all variations on "WOW!! you updated!!" Yes, I know I updated. You don't need to tell me. You wanted that chapter. The least you could do is tell me a bit more than how stunned you feel that I'm still alive. :P
I guess I was spoiled with great reviews in the past, and now ... well. I know everyone's probably still on vacation, but I can't help but feel disappointed.
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I'm alone at home. It was fine when Kin was here, but now she's not even going to be in town anymore; she's going up north to see her grandma and I'm alone in town since dad, mom and my two brothers are on the beach at the other end of France right now.
I wonder if it would be worth it to take the train and see them. There's only a week left before they come back.
I don't feel like dealing with Dad, but maybe being in the sun will mellow him out. I don't feel like being lonely up there, but I'm already lonely here. At least there, I would have the sea.
But I wouldn't have my computer.
But it would only be one week. And almost no one's online anyway. T_T
And I can't cook. I'm barely able to turn on the dishwasher. I'll have to take the bus to go groceries shopping because I can't drive. I'm too lazy to clean and try cooking and stuff. It would be good to be with the family right now,if only for that.
Except I'm too fucking lazy to go buy that goddamned ticket and pack. I guess I'll suffer in silence like the totally dependant lazy ass that I am.
So many people have whined at me for AGES about the garou chapter. You'd think that now it's out, I would receive more than a handful of comments, most from friends (I love you guys) and the rest all variations on "WOW!! you updated!!" Yes, I know I updated. You don't need to tell me. You wanted that chapter. The least you could do is tell me a bit more than how stunned you feel that I'm still alive. :P
I guess I was spoiled with great reviews in the past, and now ... well. I know everyone's probably still on vacation, but I can't help but feel disappointed.
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now if you could come... *^^*
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I still have classes this week, and next week I'm going to Switzerland to corrupt this cute little country (oh, yes, we're so much bigger =p) with my evil ways.
... you know... mom's been putting pressure on me. She wants me to do Interrail (while I'm still young and crunchy)... and I've never been to France, even though it's so close! Now, if only my French were better, then I could come and terrorize Paris, and then go down to see you in Lyon, and swipe France off her feet with my french skills. B**se Moi, s'il te plait. Yes, I know it doesn't mean kiss me! XDXDXD
anyway...
so... I shall read this Provence Diary I bought (omg, a french book! watch me buy a new dictionary!) ... and study a bit. *nodnod*
... can you tell I'm sitting at the uni and I'm bored? I'm waiting for Amanda's class to end. >_> that's why. we're going to the zoo, you have to know. ^^ whee! zoo!
-_-;
so... unfortunately I can't come this summer... but should you be lonely again next summer, I might visit you. ^^