bored. lonely. review-whorish too.

[askerian]

It seems that I'm heading for a little bout of angsting and self pity. Don't take me seriously. I just feel like venting.




I'm alone at home. It was fine when Kin was here, but now she's not even going to be in town anymore; she's going up north to see her grandma and I'm alone in town since dad, mom and my two brothers are on the beach at the other end of France right now.

I wonder if it would be worth it to take the train and see them. There's only a week left before they come back.

I don't feel like dealing with Dad, but maybe being in the sun will mellow him out. I don't feel like being lonely up there, but I'm already lonely here. At least there, I would have the sea.

But I wouldn't have my computer.

But it would only be one week. And almost no one's online anyway. T_T

And I can't cook. I'm barely able to turn on the dishwasher. I'll have to take the bus to go groceries shopping because I can't drive. I'm too lazy to clean and try cooking and stuff. It would be good to be with the family right now,if only for that.

Except I'm too fucking lazy to go buy that goddamned ticket and pack. I guess I'll suffer in silence like the totally dependant lazy ass that I am.





So many people have whined at me for AGES about the garou chapter. You'd think that now it's out, I would receive more than a handful of comments, most from friends (I love you guys) and the rest all variations on "WOW!! you updated!!" Yes, I know I updated. You don't need to tell me. You wanted that chapter. The least you could do is tell me a bit more than how stunned you feel that I'm still alive. :P
I guess I was spoiled with great reviews in the past, and now ... well. I know everyone's probably still on vacation, but I can't help but feel disappointed.
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Comments

[meanne77.livejournal.com]

Monte sur Paris, je te loge. On s'ennuyera à deux ^^;
Je "cuisine", tu fais la vaisselle XD

[askerian]

XD c'est que ça a l'air tentant en plus. Mais je suis vraiment impossible à vivre, et si j'ai pas mon ordi c'est pire. Je suis pas sure que ce soit une bonne idée de nous enfermer dans le même appart. (ca et je suis sure que c'est un piège pour me forcer à dessiner pour toi)

[meanne77.livejournal.com]

lol ! Bah, j'ai 2 ordi, l'un relié au net (et qui a tendance à bugguer mais bon -_-) et le laptop (qui marche très bien mais qui chauffe vite les cuisses, surtout par cette chaleur >.<). Et une connexion illimitée (pas haut débit, mais au moins, elle est illimitée, lol). Et un chat qui va se faire castrer dans 3 jours et qui se doute de rien XD XD XD
Tout ça pour dire qu'il y a de squatter des ordi sans se marcher dessus, lol.

Ceci dit, j'ai tendance à être difficile à vivre aussi XD

>je suis sure que c'est un piège pour me forcer à dessiner pour toi

Même pas. Enfin à peine XD Je dirai pas que j'y ai pas pensé mais c'était pas la motivation première, lol. J'arrive quand même à me retenir. Un peu. ;p

Fais nous un dessin de duo et heero clone, ou écris au moins un peu la suite de cette histoire *pokes pokes* Ou colore mon rat, lol