bored. lonely. review-whorish too.

[askerian]

It seems that I'm heading for a little bout of angsting and self pity. Don't take me seriously. I just feel like venting.




I'm alone at home. It was fine when Kin was here, but now she's not even going to be in town anymore; she's going up north to see her grandma and I'm alone in town since dad, mom and my two brothers are on the beach at the other end of France right now.

I wonder if it would be worth it to take the train and see them. There's only a week left before they come back.

I don't feel like dealing with Dad, but maybe being in the sun will mellow him out. I don't feel like being lonely up there, but I'm already lonely here. At least there, I would have the sea.

But I wouldn't have my computer.

But it would only be one week. And almost no one's online anyway. T_T

And I can't cook. I'm barely able to turn on the dishwasher. I'll have to take the bus to go groceries shopping because I can't drive. I'm too lazy to clean and try cooking and stuff. It would be good to be with the family right now,if only for that.

Except I'm too fucking lazy to go buy that goddamned ticket and pack. I guess I'll suffer in silence like the totally dependant lazy ass that I am.





So many people have whined at me for AGES about the garou chapter. You'd think that now it's out, I would receive more than a handful of comments, most from friends (I love you guys) and the rest all variations on "WOW!! you updated!!" Yes, I know I updated. You don't need to tell me. You wanted that chapter. The least you could do is tell me a bit more than how stunned you feel that I'm still alive. :P
I guess I was spoiled with great reviews in the past, and now ... well. I know everyone's probably still on vacation, but I can't help but feel disappointed.
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Comments

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

*snuggles Askerian* You are currently my favorite person.. I didnt even know you updated garou for a uber long time...

Review: As if the Gundam pilots, being hte most notorious and deadly terrorists on earth and in space didnt have enough problems with Oz, fightign a war, puberty and turning into dangerous animals every full moon (save for duo, poor guy feels so left out) now they have to deal with the GIANT issues pleguing their new lifesiyle of being shifters. IE Pack dynamics, interspecies dealigns and fo curse Human stupididty and hatred.

Im glad to see Trowa on the mend, not to mention trying to deal with the Kiss and Quatre. I have sympathy for Hildi but seriously if you know something tell the totaly unexpirenced about it, you may be used to the idea of being hunted down by normal people but they dont. They are used to beign hunted by soldiers and I can see that becoming an issue fast. if hunters catch wind of shifters who are ARMED and fight back like humans, they they will come with bigger weapons and more people. We all know she cares about Duo and his friends but the less she says the more she potentialy endangers them.

Also glad Fei-kind got his justice fix, though at the cost of Heero gettign beat to hell. I also can see why Quatre freaked out and started randomly shifting between one form and another. Stress boys effects your bodies, especaly now.

YEay for more tension between Heero and Duo! Poo for nothing big happenign between them yet but they are joking with one another now, and seem to be more comfertable with one another. Soon hopefuly but again...the dangers of contaminating th eonly fully human pilot is a big one... like pregnancy only different.

I personaly cannot wait for the next chapter of this fiction. I absolutly love it... infact when im not working tomorrow im probably going to sit down and read the whole thing again. As is a bad habit of mine...

thank you for the uber excelent work and i also cant wait for more of that clone story you were writing... Poor Duo, Heero may look your age and probably killed more people then you knew... but hes clueless about being what you are...human.

have a good night
SY

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

sorry for the big spelling and typo crap... im tiard...>

[askerian]

ish okay. *petcuddles* ^__^

[askerian]

I so fucking love you. T_T this is exactly the kind of review I crave. *molests you lovingly* Thank you so much for bothering to post what you like in my story ;__;

Trowa is starting to accept everything. ^^ He's still shying away from what Quatre wants, but not from Quatre himself anymore. And I'm glad you understand Hilde just made a mistake; the few people who talked about it are either laughing and saying "take that bitch!" (which annoys me because bashing = eurgh and i happen to like her) or they say i'm sooo mean to her. Well, yeah, a little, but if they all let that go, it would be OC as hell. ^^;

As for the heero/duo interaction I'm afraid it's going to stay on the back burner for a while. there is attraction between them, but they both know they can't do anything about it. That and the next chapters are all about the 4x3 ;P

I'm translating the rest of this chapter as fast as I can, promise ^__^

[shin-yuy.livejournal.com]

I can be paticent for Heero and Duo lovins... would ruin the story if it happened too fast... sides im on a Trowa kick for some odd reason, and reading mroe about the Reluctant werewolf and the Shy Kitty is always fun

yeay for fan molesting!*passes out*