(ficlet) uchihacest thing.

[askerian]

Short Uchihacest thing, slightly reworded/expanded from old rant.


You know that it's sick. You hate him. He despises you.

You crave his hands all over you. Caresses or cuts, his blade or his cock; it's all the same.

It's sick and twisted, and so very cruel; but you're doing it to yourself because you don't know what else to do. Because there's no one to tell you not to. Because you want it, and you lie when you tell yourself you don't know why.

But then, what can you do? You hate and you despise and you miss, you miss him, why did he ? You don't get it. You loved him. Everyone loved him. He loved you -- no, he didn't, that was nothing but a lie. You want him dead, dead, dead for doing that to you. Not this -- the broken bones and the whispers in your ear, this is nothing, this is everything, this doesn't matter. That. The only 'that' for you.

You know you don't even care about the cousins and uncles -- you only care that he was half of your whole world, and he destroyed the other half and then left, left you alone, left you behind. And if he will only touch you like that, then maybe -- maybe nothing, you will pretend and let him just so you can kill him, make him pay -- it almost feels like he loves you.

Comments

[askerian]

I wish ;_; but I like post-massacre stuff better, and I don't write NCS stuff, and I know happy endings aren't possible but I'd rather not totally break Sasuke, so it's rather difficult to find plots. ;_;

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

Hit Sasuke over the head with a mallet and let them have "omg i luff you, brother" smex. :D Or not.

I followed your itasasu tag this afternoon and read your other Uchihacest story and I think my brain melted through my nose. Did you ever finish that/write the lemony part? *_*

[askerian]

*snerk* I have a Nibi!Sasuke fic-thing and half the time he's too cat to remember much, he just knows Itachi is his littermate. ♥

um. no? But I'll go and poke at it now. XD;; Kinda forgot a bit.

I've posted a RP on reiyel and I really love it; if the two alternating points of view weren't so essential I think i'd make it into a fic too. It's exactly how I love my uchihacest, though. T_____T

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

he's too cat to remember much, he just knows Itachi is his littermate.

That sounds too adorable for words. Where can I find it?

*__* Please poke. (Heh) I'll pay you in cuddles and imaginary cookies.

Ooo, just read it. It was hot, even though the rp style took some getting used to. I love all kinds of Uchihacest, but I'm one of those weirdos who prefers the pre-massacre stuff. Hey, look, is that Sasu!kitty? *runs away*

[askerian]

Heh, it's not as adorable as it sounds seeing as Itachi is still very much akatsuki!Itachi and sometimes seriously thinks that perhaps his little brother is too mentally damaged to allow him to keep living. ;.; Luckily he's willing to wait a while to see if Sasuke will find a way to control the situation.

Alas, it's not posted anywhere, I'm still struggling with rewrites and plot and stuff. (contrary to most of my fics, it's naturally got lots of sexx0rs. huhuhu. ^.^)

eee, thanks ^__^ Heh, I like pre-massacre but I have to be in the mood for shota, it's not my main thing. :p (though when there's AU Uchihacest where there was no massacre... hmmm. *_* I would really enjoy an in-depth exploration of how Sasuke might have evolved otherwise. mrrr.)

XD *icons*

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

I would really enjoy an in-depth exploration of how Sasuke might have evolved otherwise.

asalkdslakj *struggles with Monty Python plotbunny of DOOM with big, sharp, pointy teeth* Must ... write ... this .... NO! MustFinishWishlistFicFirstMustFinishWishlistFicFirst. Thank you for putting this idea in my head. -_-

You should finish the Sasu!kitty story! Even if it isn't dripping with teh cute, you can't beat Sasuke with cat ears. YAY sex0rs. ^__^

*tots off to read your newest ItaSasu*