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(ficlet) uchihacest thing.
Short Uchihacest thing, slightly reworded/expanded from old rant.
You know that it's sick. You hate him. He despises you.
You crave his hands all over you. Caresses or cuts, his blade or his cock; it's all the same.
It's sick and twisted, and so very cruel; but you're doing it to yourself because you don't know what else to do. Because there's no one to tell you not to. Because you want it, and you lie when you tell yourself you don't know why.
But then, what can you do? You hate and you despise and you miss, you miss him, why did he ? You don't get it. You loved him. Everyone loved him. He loved you -- no, he didn't, that was nothing but a lie. You want him dead, dead, dead for doing that to you. Not this -- the broken bones and the whispers in your ear, this is nothing, this is everything, this doesn't matter. That. The only 'that' for you.
You know you don't even care about the cousins and uncles -- you only care that he was half of your whole world, and he destroyed the other half and then left, left you alone, left you behind. And if he will only touch you like that, then maybe -- maybe nothing, you will pretend and let him just so you can kill him, make him pay -- it almost feels like he loves you.
You know that it's sick. You hate him. He despises you.
You crave his hands all over you. Caresses or cuts, his blade or his cock; it's all the same.
It's sick and twisted, and so very cruel; but you're doing it to yourself because you don't know what else to do. Because there's no one to tell you not to. Because you want it, and you lie when you tell yourself you don't know why.
But then, what can you do? You hate and you despise and you miss, you miss him, why did he ? You don't get it. You loved him. Everyone loved him. He loved you -- no, he didn't, that was nothing but a lie. You want him dead, dead, dead for doing that to you. Not this -- the broken bones and the whispers in your ear, this is nothing, this is everything, this doesn't matter. That. The only 'that' for you.
You know you don't even care about the cousins and uncles -- you only care that he was half of your whole world, and he destroyed the other half and then left, left you alone, left you behind. And if he will only touch you like that, then maybe -- maybe nothing, you will pretend and let him just so you can kill him, make him pay -- it almost feels like he loves you.
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That's so...so...yeah. just Unf.
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OMG~ I love this line.
<3
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<3
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Good grief YES! *_*
I love you good. I really really do. <3
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*faints*
You should write moooooooooooooooooore ItaSasu. ^^
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Adi
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Oh, Sasuke, you broken, twisted, little thing. u.u I love this! ♥
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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
That was love. There's a terribly thin line between love and hate.
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yum
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How very morbid. And hot.
That. The only 'that' for you.
Uh... I don't get it?
And if he will only touch you like that, then maybe -- maybe nothing, you will pretend and let him just so you can kill him, make him pay -- it almost feels like he loves you.
Love this. Angstyyyy ~
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Nuuu!
... And this is why I never read any good ItaSasu, it scares me and now I like it. *pouts* Mu. Maybe I'll only read your Uchihacest? *blindly hopes, but knows in the back of her mind she'll run off to google some pics and fics soon*
Still. 5 paragraphs (technically). I was converted with 5 paragraphs. *feels dirty, but secretly likes it* *pouts more* Stupid hot, twisted, wrong, sexy, painfully right Uchihacest.
Re: Nuuu!