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[askerian]

-Man. My Flist DELIVERED yesterday. So much yummy fic at the same time -- one fic read, BAM! another one brand new -- and then there were the comics. It was like an orgy. Except it lasted longer and didn't leave me all sticky.

---ciceqi updated her FF7 fics a bazilion times omg she writes so fast. I'd be jealous, but I'm too busy squeeing all over the place. Yeah, that FF7 fic I started yesterday? ALL HER FAULT. D;
---lukadia updated Kagerou~ (comic -- fantasy? crazy? mmmh headtrips)
---glacierdust updated Kismet:Hunter's moon (comic -- scifi, great characters, shiny plot, and done! or almost.)
---dreamfall_nnwm updated her Xander-centric Buffy/Firefly crossover THREE TIMES. @__@
---cryogenia updated her FMA zoo-fic!!!! Icebane chpt.4 omgsogood. Stories about ZOMGFURRY!Elrics should not be so riveting. And this one's a sequel to TWO awesomely awesome zoofics and eeee. *happies* I really thought it was dead and it made me v. sad. So yay!
---mhalachaiswords posted more Supernatural/Anita Blake crossover things and I don't know much about Supernatural, but OH WELL. I'm reading anyway because she writes pretty.
---edenfalling added to her little Naruto/Harry Potter crossover where Sakura finds Tom Riddle's diary and AHAHA NO SO EASY NOW, TOM, IS IT. ♥
---traveling_storm posted about her doggy and it never fails to make me go aww. If I had my way she'd post about Ruthie and the students everyday. fufufu. ♥~

... And i'm pretty sure i'm forgettting some. But it was awesome.

*peers at today's friendlist* ... well... the day's still young, right? ;_;

-I have the dialogue down for the Teamwork scene but I can't get motivated to fill out everything around it. But eeeee narusasu. They really are my favorites to write about. It's almost sad I have so much trouble writing them having a stable, lasting relationship on their own (and not a series of fights, make-up sex, more fights, and angry-sex), because prrrr. I like the way they make sparks fly.

-I know somewhat what should happen in my FF7 fic, but I have trouble with the atmosphere. I don't want this to be another of my fics where it sounds like everything's gonna be alright and the moments of stress never last long. I want to write Seph as desperate, angry, confused, but still proud, and somewhat flirting with the crazy. ...Alas, I'm not sure HOW to show that, and besides Zack took hold of the POV and he's cracking jokes all over the place. XD;;;

-Third time I redo this damn icon, and only NOW it looks alright. (Just in case anyone else actually likes it -- not sharing. nyah! >:O but if you like the scene and the darkish mood here's another one.)
---T_T ahh, I want to be able to make animated icons so bad. *sad!*


In other news, PLEASE LOVE ME. ;_; I kind of want to rant a bit, but there's nothing new to rant about. Woe. Woe and misery. My soul is withering--*bricked*

Comments

[na-no-nai.livejournal.com]

*smooches and points to icon*

[askerian]

*bwee!*

TALK TO ME ;__;

[animeprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm sorta bored. and i had a bad bad rp session on saturday. uhm.

SEAMONKIES.

[askerian]

ack. bad how? ;_; Something bad happen, or the other player just being an asshat?

[animeprincess.livejournal.com]

no, it was rly dumb for me to be upset about. it was a werewolf session, and my character is a snappy lupus. ...uhm. i don't suppose you're familiar with the White Wolf system? basically, my character was born a wolf but can shift to wolf-man and human forms.

i got upset over a few stupid challenges and i didn't wanna take it out on my friends and then i ended up crying cause i felt like a loser and then i needed an estrogen pow-wow.

[askerian]

*huggles* but you're better now, yes? ;__;


I played one session -- my only session of real-life rp ever. XD;;; I was a lupus too. sofun. Totally unflappable wolf... lived all his life in the nordic wilderness... hey there, city full of people. XD;;

... I hate playing with die, and i think the feeling is mutual. XD But it was still v. fun.

[animeprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, I am much better now that I have my kitty to snuggle and pet and complain to. and then she gives me kisses and baths and says MOMMY PLAY FETCH NOW.

Dice? wha? In RL larp? I've played other versions, rock-paper-scissors, cards, but dice are reserved for tabletop...

[askerian]

No, not larp. I just neved played with anyone in person before, only through the computer, and not an actual game with rules and a DM. XD Usually, we just pick a setting and characters and interact and see where it goes.

[fujiappletan.livejournal.com]

*LOVES YOU*

There. ♥

[askerian]

bwee!! *happy* ♥♥♥

[lissiel.livejournal.com]

You know... I probably haven't mentioned this before, but you are the author who got me interested in fandom in general, when I was a bitty fanbrat and you were still writing gundam wing, and you are still one of my all-time favorite authors. I check your journal at least once a day (yay internet!stalkers?)to see if you've posted something, and your art makes me go squee for hot!cute.

On a related note, if you were going to get christmas present! giftart, what might you like in said gift art?

[askerian]

#.________.# ♥

... errr ^_____^;;;; I um. ♥ ♥ ♥ You're the one drawing it? anything with Sasuke or Neji would make me happy. *^^*

[lissiel.livejournal.com]

Yep. I was thinking, there are all these people who make me day, like all the time, with their writing or their art, and I know they don't do it for me, but still... so I'm offering to draw for my favorite five or so authors/writers.

Sasuke or neji, got it.

[askerian]

#.__.# ♥♥♥♥♥

[traveling-storm.livejournal.com]

*blushes* And here I was thinking I should stop 'cause people are sick of hearing about Ruthie and the manic kids of Shanghai. ^^

In other news, PLEASE LOVE ME. ;_;

Okay! *loves you* Go ahead and rant. ^^ You always seem happier when you do, and get it out of your system. ^^

[askerian]

Hehe. ♥ noo, it's always cute/heartwarming/hilarious. I just don't comment because I don't have anything to add. u.u;;;

*loved* yay! And the problem is that I really have nothing to rant about, or else I would be. XD;;; Ahh, where are those nice people who so thoughtfully piss me off when I need it the most?

[traveling-storm.livejournal.com]

LOL - you need to stop scaring them so badly that they don't return to annoy you. You must ration the idiots, for just such emergencies. :)

[askerian]

.__.;; damn it, you're right. Okay!

*pretends to be nice and sweet and mellow* :DDDDDD

[ryouseiteki.livejournal.com]

*smothers with loooooooove*
;_____;

I'm sure the flist will explode with productivity just when your about to give up, it's sadistic like that. *petsnuggles*

YAY for NaruSasu sparky hate-love! They just can't decide on one. xD
And ZOMG<3 mildly crazy Sephy, he so wins in that decapitate-y way that we love so much at life.

These waiting/left behind icons are sad but oh so shiney. You really nailed the somber tone on your revised one. TT______TT

[askerian]

*smothered* x_x

*sniffles* the f-list didn't. ;__;

yay! It works better now? Maybe I should make a series with this kind of dark filters or something, and add different babble on it. Mmm, emo. >D

[(Anonymous)]

And your flist delivers to ME.

Edenfalling, dreamfall, ciceqi, and lukadia stuff, and I didn't even notice. Many thanks.

About the FF7 thing - have you considered writing in jenova if you're having trouble setting the appropriate dark mood? Nothing brings the room down like having your buddy's crazy alien mom in his head.

-- Guile

[askerian]

fufufu. ♥

Nah, the point is that Jenova is dead and Seph is all lost -- his brain got used to working in evil ways, (XD) but now he doesn't have her influence anymore so he's kind of lost. it's rather hard to show it from zack's POV, though, so maybe i'll switch at some point.

[askerian]

OHHH RED. *__*

Everyone reads Kagerou.

...Well, they should.

You met Luka? I stalk his personal LJ, but that's it. XD;;;