askerian | O__o freaky dream

I was/there was a little boy/girl/person, about 5 year old i think. walking in a dimly lighted street, sniffling. Because i had been in a school for magic and had just been kicked out, dunno why, did domething wrong maybe? (and no I have never seen harry potter, neither of the movies)
Try to make myself a bed under a garbage something. I remember that I have been on the streets before, and I had a chance but I missed it or something. There are other feelings involved but now that I'm awake it's all mixed up.
I am found by a prostitute O_o the kind who's thirty but look as tired as if they were fifty, at least. In a dominatrix leather outfit. She asks me to come out but I won't. Then a police officer comes and takes me away. Tells me they're going to find my family. For some reason I don't want to. Maybe my family kicked me there or didn't want me or put me to the magic school to get rid of me or something, no idea.
I don't know if they found my family or a new one, though, but I am suddenly in an old and small car (you know how that works with dreams, no links between scenes, or maybe it was another dream O_o) with two farmer-type-people. I'd say redneck, might be the closest translation I can find of the term I'm thinking. Not that there is anything bad with rednecks, per se, but I am a little boy from the streets of a town, and well, me and country...
I don't want to stay with them but there is no choice. They're not mean, but they're not particularly nice either, or maybe I'm not used to their ways. All I know if that I'll never accept them as my family. (sounds like I'm spoiled, but in the dream it makes sense) (and there is no hint at magic whatsoever in the dream anymore)
Suddenly I'm 15-17, cutting trees. (and I turned into a boy. before I was just a little maybe-boy, mabye-tomboy, but now I'm male. Don't ask why.) (I hate cutting trees, but it gives me nice shoulders, by the way)
There is a car on the road that is not from the area, and I jump onte chance.
There are students going to the town to school, because there are none in the area. The girl who's driving (nice, mousy brown hair, glasses) is surprised because it's late in the year and really, all other boys are there already. But I'm not going to school. I want to, but my "parents" didn't let me out of their reach or something. It's the first time I can leave the town. So I accept their offer to drive me.
She begins to drive, and we chat. It's friendly and all, and I feel weirded out but good at the same time because it's the first time I have interaction with people my age/a little older.
(Slowly the point of view changes. Before it was that strange point of view that feels like you're floating over the hero of the dream while being them, but then I become nearly totally the main character)
And then, for a laugh, the girl begins to drive faster. I am scared, but at the same time i am exhilarated, because I am FREE. Nearly run in a wall, but that's ok cause she saves it just in time, as if she had done that lots of times before, and I screech, but they laugh at me, and then there is another turn, and this time there is no wall, there is a cliff with a forest and a rived all the way down, and i just have the time to think that the landscape's pretty, and she turns but not sharp enough and the car runs over the barrier and misses the wooden bridge completely. And I remember thinking it's a dream it's a dream it's a dream it's a dream while we were falling.
Woke up just as we were crashing through the trees.
*shivers*
It's the first time I die in a dream.

O__o freaky dream

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