T_T i don't know if i should be happy or not

[askerian]

I found a paid training thingie, for six months.

The good:
-It will help me to find what i want to do in my life
-It's PAID. (i don't know how much, but it's still money)
-Dad's finally going to STFU.

The okay:
-It's nine to noon, two to five, monday to friday: really not too many hours a day, even though it's too far to come home to eat (it's close to that huge bookshop and two manga/videogames shops, so i'm okay with that)
-Some of the girls (we're 10) there seem okay as sorta-friends (some look like thugs in training. urgh.)

The bad:
-It's nine to noon, two to five, monday to friday: I can't stay online all night to catch those of you who live in the states any longer. T_T At least there will be the weekends left, but I really wonder for how long i can turn my schedule around for two days then turn it around again before I go crazy.
-I'm laaaazyyyyyy. T_T I don't want to get out, i wanna stay home and write.

But it's paid time... But it's SIX MONTHS of not seeing my friends T_T this is a LONG time. *cries*

So yeah, very mixed feelings. I already miss my girls ;_; I guess i'll have to get up real early so i can catch you before bed... *plots strategy*

Comments

[mookiegatto.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Good luck with it!

[kodalai.livejournal.com]

Aww. *cuddlecuddle* I'll just be sure to make sure to talk to you when you're on. ^^

[windandwater.livejournal.com]

At least it's going to be Christmas Break for some of us. *^^* That means being able to stay up later and such.

[joisbishmyoga.livejournal.com]

Well, say you get home and eat and get online around 7 pm... that's... um... 1 pm here, and 10 am over in Cali. Say you stay online til 10 pm... midafternoon for me here in Ohio, and lunch break for people over in Cali. No problem! ^_^.

And, of course, there's always email and lj.

Enjoy your money! Don't spend too much at the shops near the place!