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Not sure I want to go...
Tonight, a somewhat friend from the University has a birthday. Ok. She invited me... not quite as ok. I mean, I like the girl, but her boyfriends annoys the hell out of me. He's so.... Moronic. He's ... nice, though, but so... Moronic. And she is nice and fun, but... She changes her mind with the opinion of the last person to speak. *growl*. But still, she is nice. And I don't know two third of the people who will be there. And if I know something, it's that I positively HATED the two friends of them I met before. But since they're not coming, I'll just hope that the others aren't as bad.
If they are, I can still go back home.
On foot.
Ok, it's already a hour long taking the bus. I am not even sure i can find my way back, moreover in the middle of the night and through the suburbs. Will be better than staying with them...
Augh, I'm already putting myself in a bad mindset!! No! It will be fun, and her friends will be interesting, and if they're not I'll be with our common friends, whom I know and appreciate... And if one of them is like that moron who couldn't stop pawing at me, I'll grind his balls under my shoe. With a smile. *nods* Yes, that's what I'm gonna do.
And if there is dancing, well, I'll dance. Alone. I dont need anyone for dancing.
And if she tries to set me up (and that' a possibility, it's just the sort of thing she would do, thinking she's helping me), I'll tell them all that I'm a lesbian. She'll believe me, I'm always flirting with her... I don't know how she will react but if it's badly, won't be a big loss, since she began dating the Moron, her IQ dropped to accomodate him. I don't think she will, though, because I gotta admit, she's really nice and friendly, but at least she's gonna be weirded out... *LOL* She didn't think I was serious... (ok I was not, but that's not the point *evil grin*)
Gawd I'm mean. Nah, i'm just nervous. It's the first time ever I'm going out a saturday night, apart from the camping in the summer, but that's not the same... *sigh* (and I'm 21. Augh. I'm so socially retarded it's not even funny)
I don't even know what to put on, and I don't even think it's gonna be that fun. I'm going because...
.......don't laugh. I've read it in a fic, and well. It stayed with me. It was something like that: "next time someone proposes something to you, don't say no unless you have a reason to say yes, say yes unless you have a reason to say no."
I don't think it was formulated like that, but still, it's what it meant. So, I'm gonna try that philosophy out.
If it doesn't work, too bad, I'll be able to say I tried. I'll go and write a lemon with Mikke or Dan or someone. It's a lot more satisfying than cyber. ;P
Or I'll take my notebook and draw hentai furriness and laugh at them when they realize that "You're drawing PORN! And they're half ANIMALS!....and... one of them has... tentacles... and..... THE THREE OF THEM ARE MEN!!!"
The only thing that really bothers me is that I won't be online tonight, or only very late ;_; I hope 'Phim manages to write some more of the furry hentainess... *pokes sera-love*
Going to take a nap now, not to fall asleep tonight. *cuddles everyone*
(BTW I thought I was gonna growl out loud when mom acted all surprised that i was going out. AUGH! I know I never get out, but that's not a reason to check my temperature *mumblemumble*)
If they are, I can still go back home.
On foot.
Ok, it's already a hour long taking the bus. I am not even sure i can find my way back, moreover in the middle of the night and through the suburbs. Will be better than staying with them...
Augh, I'm already putting myself in a bad mindset!! No! It will be fun, and her friends will be interesting, and if they're not I'll be with our common friends, whom I know and appreciate... And if one of them is like that moron who couldn't stop pawing at me, I'll grind his balls under my shoe. With a smile. *nods* Yes, that's what I'm gonna do.
And if there is dancing, well, I'll dance. Alone. I dont need anyone for dancing.
And if she tries to set me up (and that' a possibility, it's just the sort of thing she would do, thinking she's helping me), I'll tell them all that I'm a lesbian. She'll believe me, I'm always flirting with her... I don't know how she will react but if it's badly, won't be a big loss, since she began dating the Moron, her IQ dropped to accomodate him. I don't think she will, though, because I gotta admit, she's really nice and friendly, but at least she's gonna be weirded out... *LOL* She didn't think I was serious... (ok I was not, but that's not the point *evil grin*)
Gawd I'm mean. Nah, i'm just nervous. It's the first time ever I'm going out a saturday night, apart from the camping in the summer, but that's not the same... *sigh* (and I'm 21. Augh. I'm so socially retarded it's not even funny)
I don't even know what to put on, and I don't even think it's gonna be that fun. I'm going because...
.......don't laugh. I've read it in a fic, and well. It stayed with me. It was something like that: "next time someone proposes something to you, don't say no unless you have a reason to say yes, say yes unless you have a reason to say no."
I don't think it was formulated like that, but still, it's what it meant. So, I'm gonna try that philosophy out.
If it doesn't work, too bad, I'll be able to say I tried. I'll go and write a lemon with Mikke or Dan or someone. It's a lot more satisfying than cyber. ;P
Or I'll take my notebook and draw hentai furriness and laugh at them when they realize that "You're drawing PORN! And they're half ANIMALS!....and... one of them has... tentacles... and..... THE THREE OF THEM ARE MEN!!!"
The only thing that really bothers me is that I won't be online tonight, or only very late ;_; I hope 'Phim manages to write some more of the furry hentainess... *pokes sera-love*
Going to take a nap now, not to fall asleep tonight. *cuddles everyone*
(BTW I thought I was gonna growl out loud when mom acted all surprised that i was going out. AUGH! I know I never get out, but that's not a reason to check my temperature *mumblemumble*)
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