OMG. Wish you the best of luck, I suggest you secretly pack one book, like really hided inside your back pack, maybe you can scape your family and read some chapters on your own? I would do that. Seriously I wish you luck, maybe print some of maldoror's story chapters? mmmm, or a sketch book, pencil, sharpener,and eraser?? yeah, that might work, well, gota go, so good luck, and really hope you find something worthwhile up there :D